My chest is tight.. I am having a hard time breathing.. I am burning up.. (thank you hormones).. and I feel like I just need to cry. Apparently bawling during Marley and Me today wasn't enough.
I am stressed. EVERYONE has been telling me lately how much I do, how busy I am, how I am supermom.... but through my eyes.. I do nothing. I sit on the computer all the time.. I have no life.. All I do is nurse the baby, clean, try to sleep, nurse the baby, entertain the kids, nurse the baby, sit on AWF/FB, nurse the baby, nurse the baby, nurse the baby.
I feel claustrophobic and I feel like that is a horrible thing to say. I feel the days ticking down til deployment. I feel my future getting out of my reach. I feel the loss of control happening... I feel... almost numb.
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1 comments:
Im sorry you are feeling bummed. Stay at home moms rock, And you are a wonderful mom & wife! The baby stage is really HARD especially when you have a fussy baby and other kids! But it will get eaiser in time! I really can't imagine how you must feel about deployment :( You are really a great writer by the way! :)
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